Tumblr (3.0; @carlyya)http://carlyya.tumblr.com/<p>I honestly love the attention I get from people sometimes but I feel like no one can really relate to me in the sense that, I always feel so out of place. I feel so out of place and Its always in my head. I feel embarrassed for things that I shouldn&#8217;t feel embarrassed of, I understand people and love to feel the love in big groups but inside I just feel like the weirdest person alive. Some days I have it all figured out, I love life and I enjoy every second of it and other days I don&#8217;t understand who I am. I confuse myself. Some days I look beautiful to myself and I get confident and want to peruse playboy or singing or put myself out there then other days I feel like I look like shit and I point out all my flaws. I&#8217;m really hard on myself when I shouldn&#8217;t be. I&#8217;m only human.</p>http://carlyya.tumblr.com/post/50863052543http://carlyya.tumblr.com/post/50863052543Sun, 19 May 2013 19:44:15 -0400only human<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/dc802e2e34170d21a1f90540b1ff62ed/tumblr_mmnjccY5aO1sn396to1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a href="http://kxngvxgitx.tumblr.com/post/50453128254/hey-ma" class="tumblr_blog">kxngvxgitx</a>:</p> <blockquote><p>Hey Ma</p></blockquote>http://carlyya.tumblr.com/post/50453235948http://carlyya.tumblr.com/post/50453235948Tue, 14 May 2013 19:17:57 -0400<p>I wish I was repulsing, large and threatening someone no guy would like and people would feel scared of. I&#8217;m everything but those things.</p> <p>Sometimes I wish I was nothing but those things.</p>http://carlyya.tumblr.com/post/50403695971http://carlyya.tumblr.com/post/50403695971Tue, 14 May 2013 01:43:15 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/e3f2d7e009cdc20b7732bcec6ba021f2/tumblr_mmpuzteK4z1qeyhzio1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://vilicity.tumblr.com/post/50314745352/after-party-party-theres-so-much-going-on-in">vilicity</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>After party party</p> <p>(there’s so much going on in this photo?)</p> </blockquote> <p>I  SEE MY HAIRRR </p>http://carlyya.tumblr.com/post/50403231946http://carlyya.tumblr.com/post/50403231946Tue, 14 May 2013 01:32:44 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/2f0ac08c77b134db8a242a88887a32d8/tumblr_mm6ymu4JJS1qgn6feo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://carlyya.tumblr.com/post/50392201308http://carlyya.tumblr.com/post/50392201308Mon, 13 May 2013 22:38:28 -0400<p>This was just what I needed- I&#8217;m going to get the worst anxiety. Im just glad I&#8217;m safe.</p>http://carlyya.tumblr.com/post/50387536230http://carlyya.tumblr.com/post/50387536230Mon, 13 May 2013 21:42:23 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/3aca9945bff8e3c93be0490c098feaca/tumblr_mfr5gz15NJ1r2j89wo1_500.png"/><br/><br/>http://carlyya.tumblr.com/post/49921305617http://carlyya.tumblr.com/post/49921305617Wed, 08 May 2013 03:50:41 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/843a08681cf14e2808265b766d987572/tumblr_mm6zov0qEl1s2xab7o1_400.gif"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://fawun.tumblr.com/post/49918063077/im-done-with-this-website">fawun</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>I’m done with this website</p> </blockquote>http://carlyya.tumblr.com/post/49919444714http://carlyya.tumblr.com/post/49919444714Wed, 08 May 2013 02:48:58 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/75cf2de986f5e0e3b5367631ec7b81b2/tumblr_mlxiqvNKV41r6nlzdo1_400.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://carlyya.tumblr.com/post/49919223081http://carlyya.tumblr.com/post/49919223081Wed, 08 May 2013 02:42:33 -0400<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/4c8c7399c0ed86c8890b05896e9a5fd9/tumblr_mkautdWG6W1s8qmfdo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://carlyya.tumblr.com/post/49919219380http://carlyya.tumblr.com/post/49919219380Wed, 08 May 2013 02:42:26 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m9he58R3A81qbkr3ao1_500.png"/><br/><br/><blockquote> <p>thHIS WAS HTE BEST THING THAT EVER HAPPENED ON MY DASH AND I REFUSE STO LET  IT GET SO LITTLE AMOUNT OF NOTES</p> </blockquote>http://carlyya.tumblr.com/post/49918955486http://carlyya.tumblr.com/post/49918955486Wed, 08 May 2013 02:35:05 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/1ebdf4b7f9186ccc525fdef2eac25613/tumblr_mme2oyf05F1qfgwwmo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://carlyya.tumblr.com/post/49918185717http://carlyya.tumblr.com/post/49918185717Wed, 08 May 2013 02:14:52 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/3b7e886f34876fc18a2c6ce297154911/tumblr_mguidniuLv1rwuj4qo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://carlyya.tumblr.com/post/49917613876http://carlyya.tumblr.com/post/49917613876Wed, 08 May 2013 02:00:36 -0400http://carlyya.tumblr.com/post/49917586713http://carlyya.tumblr.com/post/49917586713Wed, 08 May 2013 02:00:00 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/45812797a28519680a1c0a09a5f0414f/tumblr_mmfrbn8iS81r8gt0ao1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://carlyya.tumblr.com/post/49915685325http://carlyya.tumblr.com/post/49915685325Wed, 08 May 2013 01:17:29 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mel8kvuAjr1rcjq6vo1_500.png"/><br/><br/>http://carlyya.tumblr.com/post/49915677996http://carlyya.tumblr.com/post/49915677996Wed, 08 May 2013 01:17:20 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m37a7i8ztJ1r2vwz4o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://carlyya.tumblr.com/post/49915673741http://carlyya.tumblr.com/post/49915673741Wed, 08 May 2013 01:17:14 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lvfz3cTUtA1qh8vozo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://cighar.tumblr.com/post/49846566269">cighar</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><a href="http://cighar.tumblr.com"><span>✰</span><span>✰</span><span>✰</span></a></p> </blockquote>http://carlyya.tumblr.com/post/49912643259http://carlyya.tumblr.com/post/49912643259Wed, 08 May 2013 00:22:11 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/c92a6a61162f0ade483037139d491efc/tumblr_mmgm8tzUn01rau01wo1_500.png"/><br/><br/><p><a href="http://c-linic.tumblr.com/post/49911370579/soft-grunge-blog" class="tumblr_blog">c-linic</a>:</p> <blockquote><p> <strong><a href="http://c-linic.tumblr.com/">Soft grunge blog<em>☯ ✞</em></a></strong></p></blockquote>http://carlyya.tumblr.com/post/49912626348http://carlyya.tumblr.com/post/49912626348Wed, 08 May 2013 00:21:54 -0400<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/c64ff813c890c1eb1efd7372e0189634/tumblr_ml80ryGq631rc2fgbo1_500.gif"/><br/><br/><p><a href="http://nnnnicolexo.tumblr.com/post/49906556751" class="tumblr_blog">nnnnicolexo</a>:</p> <blockquote><p>Me</p></blockquote>http://carlyya.tumblr.com/post/49907530662http://carlyya.tumblr.com/post/49907530662Tue, 07 May 2013 23:07:17 -0400